I'm so confused and lonely.
I don't know if he wants me.
If he acts so, does he want more?
Am I worth a sacrifice for?
I want him, I enjoy his touch.
When we kiss, I feel so much.
It's driving me insane;
blood pumping through my veins.
Am I just his new toy?
Or does he want to be my boy?
I desire for your affection.
I want your attention.
It's been days, since I've seen
the face so pure, so clean.
It feels as if you're sick of me..
Did I get on your nerves?
Ergh.
You told me I was going to get hurt.
I said I was used to that turf.
You're on my mind; all the time.
I don't even know how to comprehend,
all those words you said.
You make me feel so beautiful..
Something no one's done before.
The twilight gaze you give to me,
is like a needle skin deep.
The way you run your hands on my body,
Makes me shiver, swoon, and so happy.
I need to know, I'm going crazy.


By: Tabitha Rusinko